HOW I WISH I CAN GO! HUHU.

To tell you the truth... Im not in my best mood. I Feel like running away.. Yes. Like i want to disappear for awhile .. from everything. Idk whats wrong. How i wish i can know whats the matter.. Jealousy? Idk..
Sometimes, i feel like i didnt give him enough. Haiz. K forget it. Bubye.

I feel damn bad! Haiz..
Why must this happen? Fucking hate it..

Man..
Whats going on? Haiz..
I hate my past.
Dun like it much when he tells me abt his.
I'll get very envios of him.

Kk wth. Bubye!

Sometimes, i dun believe it when he said im pretty.
Yes, yess this is all because of my low self esteem. Like what im experiencing now.
Sometimes i wish i can be prettier. I know this is stupid.
But... I get jealous oke.
Im not perfect. Really am not.
My teeth sucks.. Ive grown fatter. Dun have nice body. HAIZ!
Sometimes i see other girls i will go like, why am i not like tt??
Whatever maiy.
Forget all this. After all, u cant change if u wanted too.
Then my voice like...
Many pple tends to make fun of it.
It sucks! Really.


I dun wish to say this things to him coz who knows he'll get bored.
Coz he have to convince me again ..
Haiz.. Its okey! I shall just let it go..
But this feeling will come back. I know thats for sure..