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Sunday, March 1, 2009 | 11:15 PM
I dont plan to post this but i kinda wanna. And its gonna be something so emo-ish. Yea. Im so down. Its crazy. I dont know why. Its like, i see eveyone so damn happy. With their life, with their boyfriends. Or whatever. I just feel lonely. Very lonely. I want to feel loved and cared. From that someone. I dont seem to get it. It drives me nuts. Ive tried everything to forget about it. I cant. I just cant. But i have to understand. Im sick of the way i live my life now. Im sick of Guardian. Im sick of not getting the school i want. Im sick of stressing abt VE. Im sick of trying to find a place for comfort but i cant do much. Im sick of trying to make eveything okay but its never okay. Im sick of parents telling me what i shud not do. Im sick of being left alone. Im sick of being treated like a pest. Like, i worth nothing. Im sick of being confused. Im sick of everything. Im sick of it! Im sick of it! Im sick of it!! I wanna migrate. Leave it all behind. And be alone for a while. I cant make it alone, i know. But i feel like i want to. I want him. But im like soooo S.S .. I feeeel that way. Its tough. Hard luck. Whatever you say it, nwa. Now, he's like the person i go mengadu at. Its weird but its true. Tmr, he'll be going somewhere for like what 4 days? Man. I cant like, always ngadu kat dy. Dy pon naek jelak. Coz the person i always ngadu at, its like, fading... away... from me. I feel like i got no one. I feel so down. Down down down. Takecare. |